one of the worst things in the world that can happen to someone is being mind fucked. if this isn’t defined on urban dictionary, it should be. it’s really quite simple. someone likes you, you like them. it never gets physical but they tell you they want to date you. then one day they just quit talking to you. it is worst then the one night stand, the crush to end all crushes, and even the bad breakup, because it’s all in your head. you don’t know if they liked you, but you believed them when they said they did, so you worry. after being mind fucked you can actually get mind pregnant. this is when your head is filled with what could have been. you can also get a mind std. this is when the person is constantly on your mind and always comes up in the worst times. right now, i am mind fucked, mind pregnant, and i have some pretty major mind stds. sounds dirty, right? wrong.
sadly, i didn’t get any of the fun of sleep overs or making out or even cuddling. i have a few shitty, now seemingly shady words of what could have been and a few half hugs. this is what i’m living on right now.
the worst part is, if he liked me that much at the beginning, why does he just not care now? he used to text me 24/7 and now nothing… is there some type of shady rumor going around about me? did i get less attractive? how could i have done something in a day that turned him so off?
sadly, they don’t make mind condoms yet and i can’t get a shot of penicillin in my brain. i’m stuck trying to figure out until i forget.
whoopedeedoooo
